Ceriteraku

at the very moment, my mind is so unstable. its a mixed feeling. berita buruk yg diterima 3 hari lepas cukup menguji. boleh dikatakan paling teruk dlm sejarah. apa yg dihajati tidak kesampaian. so I decided to go home, have a good holiday and recollect my thought, to analised wht have gone derailed. but up to now i cant seem to see the reason behind this damnation. I’m confused and still in denial phase. All I can say is try to accept the reality even its so bewildered. org kata ada hikmah disebalik semua. redha je.

I’m busy packing my stuff. the funny thing is this packing thingy seems to depress me more. So its better for me to have a rest and update my blog. hahaha!….boxes, tapes, clothes and everything. Arrgggh!!! where to put this, where to put tht thing. I’ve been doin this since err forever but still cant organise it well. May be because i just got my ticket today and i got 2 days before my flight. so its a bit hectic. I’m so damn excited about coming home but at the same time I’m scared and ashamed to face my parents. okay, lupakan pasal problem tu. malaysiaku….sgt dirindu. cant wait to eat nasi kerabu, nasi dagang, satay, roti canai, teh tarik. I wanna get bigger, add more pounds to my ectomorphic frame. hehehe!

well, its the end of another cademic calendar. it means some of my frens are leaving, going back home for good. susah nak cakap rasa sedih meninggalkan kawan2 sume tp perpisahan ini sekejap je, lain lah berpisah utk selama-lamanya. however rasa sedih tu ada lah. (may be i’m just a budak manja yg takut berpisah…budak lg ke??? umur berapa skarang???…tetiba ade suara menegurku…hahaha!) . tapi memang byk memories dgn bdk2 yg da grad ni. duk gelak2, outings, camping, hari raya, dinners, sgt byk. tu yg susah nk berpisah ni. How my life would be without them nx year??? (poyo ke ayat ni?)isy3. anyway, to all my frens yg akan meninggalkan auckland, i wish a very good luck for ur nx undertakings and jgn lupa kat aku ok. dah ade gaji nnt, belanja2 la. aku sayang korang sume. kepada kawan2 yg balik bercuti, have a nicest hols n hopefully can meet up with u guys! or x pun jumpe lg kat auckland nx year jugak.

bon voyage frens! n happy holidays!

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